so i was thinking that i long for a sort of 'infinitude' in what i read lately
i miss a certain respect for the infinite, the incomplete, bottomless, etc.
there is a smaller scope to what i've been reading--there are worlds in sentences, yes, but the sentence is not only found in sound
and it seems like i prefer sentences that are acoustically resonant rather than those that are mathematically plotted or something
i feel like i cannot have a dialogue with most of this stuff, like i cannot collaborate
somebody just offered me free MDMA
happy halloween or something